Romantic Notions Haunt a Yogi

On October 16, 2022, I was trimming some twigs from some ornamental plants, when a deceased woman I used to know during the teen years of this body, arrived. She used a subtle body which was as bright and transparent as sunlight such that if she stood before a human being, that human could not see her because of the lack of contrast between the energy radiance of her body and that of the sun orb.

This is a person who was the age of my mother during my teen years. Recently within the past four years, I saw this person astrally about once every four months. Usually, we discuss events which took place around the year 1967. At that time, I was sixteen years of age. She had a daughter who was about fifteen years of age, a girl to whom I was attracted. In retrospect analyzing the energy of the time, it was a sexual attraction in part and just a friendly attraction in part, but the thrust and force of the attraction was that of the ancestors who lived in my body and those in hers, in the daughter’s.

Since that time, I have not seen this person, the daughter, but I heard some information about her from a friend who remained in contact with her history as the years went by.

Anyway, this girl’s mother, the lady who is now deceased and who has a sunlight body comes to speak to me regularly, at least every four months or so. It is still not clear as to how she can find my subtle body so easily but that is something which should not confuse anyone because the astral bodies have nature psychic powers which are baffling when compared to a physical form.

When this sunlight lady arrived, she greeted me and immediately said this, “We could easily live together, you and me. We are compatible. Just as you tend plants, we could live doing that and other things, living a peaceful agreeable life. But that other woman should have no idea of this.”

It is interesting that even when using a sunlight astral body, one can have cruel or hostile energy for some other person. People have asked me about this about incidences which were narrated in the Mahabharata literature, where in some heavenly world, someone develops a tension with some other person, which results in birth on earth to resolve the issue.

Just as she said the last sentence about a person whom she addressed as that other woman, she began to transport my astral body to a place which she felt we could live together with no one knowing where we were. That effort failed because my astral form had a drag force in it because of how it was connected to my physical body.

I wanted to say something to her about her desire but I did not, because I remembered a rule about the astral domains that one should not say anything disagreeable to anyone while on the astral side.

I did speak however. I said this, “You cannot be sure that agreeableness in a romantic relationship will not flip to something which is undesirable. Even on earth we know that some relationships begin in a huff and a puff with everything ready and set to go. Then something happens, there is an event or a mood, and the situation of affection crashes. The partners then dislike each other, or one will remain attached while the other will be callously detached.

“And conversely some relationships may begin on a bad note, like the case where one is born in a culture where one’s parents pick the spouse for one. Then even though one had no say in the selection, and even though one knew nothing about the spouse-to-be, still, the relationship which begin in cold romantic terms become bright and is a source of fulfillment and fondness.

“How can we be sure that our romance will not flip.”

After I said that, she looked at me with a curious expression. She thought, “There is always some wit and wisdom with you. I will get used to it.”

It is interesting how this sunlight woman cut her friend out of this and did not want her friend to have any idea that she was attracted to me in this romantic way.