Yogi Ape-man
Embarrassed to be called an ape?
Denying that you may evolved through lower species before reaching the human animal form?
How about becoming an ape-man in the mind but one which brutally subjugates the buddhi intellect (analytical function).
What if you could take a wooden club and plaster the intellect with blows so that it does not control you, as the core self, any longer?
What would you prefer, to be brutally subjugated by the analysis-imagination faculty or to subjugate it using ape-man-like force, hammering it into submission so that during the meditation session it does not hypnotize you and cause you to be entertained or enthralled by its mental displays?