Sleep Vritti Identified?

Preliminaries were met to some extent. There was much reluctance in terms of lack of jest to practice, but not necessarily resistance, as on the physical side I felt capable, and so the session went on for over 45 minutes. Some novel asanas were assumed which tackled the basal zone, and in particular, my mind was going to the lower internal organs, just inside to where the love handle would be, I felt the deep pulling of energy from where I didn’t expect.

So, on account of the reluctance on the subtle side, I didn’t follow my regular routine, but since physically the body was open I just went ahead and did a variety of asanas with decent infusion. I tried to narrow down the source of the reluctance and came up with the usual culprits in my case. Before the end of the session, I was eventually wide alert.

During the meditation session, I noted a sequential relationship. While absorbed in naad with an effort to maintain the perception and just about to let the core-self be in that circumstance, in order to extend the brief moments of absorption, and even perhaps decrease the dynamic aspects of this phase of the kriya meditation, it happens that unfailingly a lapse takes place.

It was interesting to realize there weren’t necessarily images, memories bubbles or thought forms and yet the perception of the frequency becomes interrupted, as I find that I just nodded or almost. By the time I nodded, even slightly as I wasn’t asleep even as I write this report I feel wide awake and still feeling the effect of the infusion after having some fruits, I would be transferred to the intellect organ. And, because to me this was not manifesting itself like the ordinary sleep, I thought that it could the sleep vritti, although that may not match my current level.

This happened repeatedly completely barring me from extending into naad absorption. Therefore, again and again, I would go back up to left upper side of the subtle head into naad’s clear, sharp and high pitched frequency. The attention was being bumped out of the relatively higher dimension of the meditation. As time progressed into the near 45 minutes meditation there were instances of course of distractions coming from within elsewhere in the psyche but not the sleep vritti, even though also seamlessly brought about by my life force.

Even when the core self is earnestly trying (as much as possible) to make progress into inSelf Yoga practice, for the life force it wasn’t coming close to a contest to repeatedly reassert its dominance. Hopefully, this remains a circumstance to continue to observe and analyze on the path for me.