Practice Session - 20/09/2012

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This heavy force is very important since it is the weight or momentum energy of your attachment to the frontal part of the subtle head, because that area provides you with entertainment and it accepts inputs through the senses.

Feeling that heavy force, gives you some idea of what you are up against in terms of the struggle of your will power to change the core-self’s orientation. It is also a way to gage the power of attraction between the core-self and the buddhi intellect orb.

Personally Leveled Analysis:

An aspiration to psyche component discrimination; upon undertaking preliminaries and prerequisites based on both the degree of penetration and the level of concentration during the infusion process of the psyche, allows for taking a certain note at my level of practice.

Even when the eternal transcendental vibrating frequency is perceived with some appreciable quality for brief absorptions by the core-self, the mere concept or presence of the intellect organ within the head of the psyche, under the disguise of any and all influence of the life force; will instinctively redirect the sense of identity towards the frontal part of the head or the location of the buddhi intellect organ.

At such times also, even if captivating images to the attention are not prominently displayed by the intellect, the mystic technique of peering forward while immersed in naad sound becomes compromised for me. This remains a challenge to this core-self.

The level of insecurity and anxiety of the sense of identity appears to be such that it seems incapable of conceiving existing and functioning any other way than allowing for the concepts of the life force, in addition to executing itself according to the precepts of the kundalini.

There seems to be a wholesome acceptance in assuming only one responsibility, that being to give into the beguiling of the creative material energy. As it stands before me to approach, meditation proper is not per the will or whim of the core-self, and the psyche has always functioned within this scheme.