Negativity toward Project Completion
Frequently, there is a negative subtle force which applies itself and would result in my ceasing the publications. This energy comes from others who for one reason or the other would prefer if I cease this literature.
That is a grouped energy from many persons. Some are here. Some are there. The energy from each person joins together and becomes a massive pulling force which literally rips me away from the desk where I compose this literature.
What is that energy? Who are the persons who would prefer that I cease these writings or that I begin the books but never complete any of them?
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What is that energy? Who are the persons who would prefer that I cease these writings or that I begin the books but never complete any of them?
IMO it is the main and dominant energy in the material creation. Those books in particular, some which are unique and with content never before revealed are truly antithetic to the material creation altogether. So I marvel and rejoice over and over at even parts of these books being available at all!
Then again even though Arjuna was hanging out with Lord Krishna, and standing right next to Him he experienced dis-empowering or discouraging sentiments, and was eventually overcome into inaction. The Lord Himself had to get creative in order to contrive his friend to do the needful act.
From answering this question, I now am inclined to think that Arjuna was actually being subjected and successfully suaded by the energy of those he was concerned about on the battlefield. As a major military commander he was certainly familiar with the thoughts of his people, therefore he was concerned, liable, open and vulnerable.
If the Gita primarily addresses the appropriate and rightful activity as well as the mindset to pre-establish for that, it doesn’t delve into Kriya yoga per se. This discrimination of material reality beyond forms (maya), further into thought energy influences is only the view of one who is considering the core-self proper, beyond the engagements of the life force.
Therefore, being able to do this practice or amass in this way in any true degree is an unusual and exceptional phenomenon in this realm of existence. The sentiment of the sum total of all other energies is contrary to effectively suppressing the life-force of this life.
As a beginner and struggler I appreciate to refresh and understand that there is more to my discouragement and laziness. Yet, I am not adopting the view of blaming the devil for it, or anyone else but me; rather this is seeing it from the perspective of a responsible position of the self as distinct from all thoughts.
So within a close up view, every minute instant is a dichotomy before the self of some thought forms or energy and they are all separate to it. The self exists as it is only within the presentations of different energies that define materially grounding life.
