Hunted By Guru & His Disciples
Prior to seeking out the Inself yoga practice. I followed a famous guru. I took initiation in multiple of his practices through three teachers authorized to give initiation on his behalf. I was very invested in the group and even contemplated relocating to India to live in one of their ashrams. During this period, I also felt a push to begin the breath infusion practice that was shown to me by a yogi friend.
Once I began the breath infusion practice, I realized over time that it was much more potent than what I practiced previously. Though I was still attracted to the famous guru, I began to pull away from his influence and the group. This was when a “death squad” was sent to abduct me in the astral world on November 13th, 2020. They attacked me and I contacted the guru to ask why he ordered the attack. I expressed a feeling of betrayal but mentioned that I still accepted him as my guru, nevertheless. He then gave me some bija mantras to chant. Then I asked him what I should do to reduce the aggression from his disciples. He said: “Come and see me in person!”
I attempted to establish contact physically but was told by his staff that it was not possible. However, a few months after the encounter. The guru invited me to his astral mansion. There he requested that I demonstrate the breath infusion practice that I learned. I gathered that he wanted to see what I was doing since. I awoke right after and noted the encounter. About a year elapsed, and I again was confronted by his disciples.
On May 26th, 2022, I was in the astral world with some associates when my subtle body was transported into an interrogation room with a male and female. They assumed the features of a family friend and his wife. I recognized them as the guru’s disciples because of a distinctive ring that they both wore. The female asked, “what are you?” I responded: “I am a Vaishnava and I follow the Bhagavad Gita.” Then I began explaining the Valmiki Ramayana to them. Before I could finish, my alarm in the physical world began ringing, and I became aware of myself in the physical body.
I realize that it is not easy to cut ties with spiritual groups and gurus. I have not recalled an encounter with the guru or his group since. However, I wanted to release some notes that I recorded from these encounters.
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Yes, most difficult to cut such ties! Due to the nature of the practice, they get subtle access and out right harass (as far as you may recall). It is not different than pledging allegiance to any materialistic criminal gang and then trying to cut loose, some would rather have you dead, if you won’t serve their needs and interests.
It’s a vicious world out there, a dog eat dog scheme. Sporadically this may go on for years, as they keep track and tab of their servants (just like gangs). They don’t take no for an answer, and parade under the beguile of self attributed righteousness and exclusivity to truth/salvation (much like gang territorial exclusivity). But eventually, on account of your determination to stay away and your clarity of allegiance to your new practice, you may get some sought after relief, in time.
I could get them on my case for this bit. But like the French say “you don’t make omelets without breaking eggs”. Trouble, stupidity and a big loud trap (mouth) being part my ways, I say whatever. Therefore, it is best ro wait for an authoritative advise that will likely tale into consideration credits or favors that may be due.