Elusive Satisfaction Need
Elusive Satisfaction Need
There is an elusive, evasive satisfaction need faculty in the psyche, which disrupts subjective perception and deprives the coreSelf of taking advantage of subjective reality. This needs pivots and corrals the self into pursuing objective perception. It encourages the self to think that subjective reality is not worth pursuing.
The fallacy of this is that the core is a subjective principle unto itself. No matter what it fancies, for itself unto itself, it is subjective. For it to evaluate itself and understand itself, for it to be objective to itself, it must use subjective perception.
Because this need goads the self from behind, from the blind spot of the core, its arrest is a difficult accomplishment. It hides in a bland spot behind the core and pilots the core to avoid subjective reality and to pursue only objective principles. This leads the core more and more to appreciate whatever is objective to the five senses and to depreciate any hint even of anything subjective.
To begin to reform this method in the psyche, where the core only pursues what is objective to its perception, a yogi should focus on naad sound resonance. He/She should spend months, years even, doing naad immersion meditation. Then after a time, after this meditation is rooted in the psyche and becomes an involuntary and persistent focus and immersion, the core should locate naad light which is subjective. This is like a light seeing a light but using the light which emanates from itself to perceive itself.
When the self grasps this light of the self or a portion of it, the satisfaction need will come forward because it instinctively will make an attempt to pull the core from its grasp on subjective light. When it attempts to do so, the core should gently slide forward the satisfaction need so that it imbibes the subjective light and feels fulfilled using it. This will happen in the chamber of the psyche.
In that room of the psyche, the core will be present with naad spontaneous sound and naad spontaneous light being present but with a small childlike presence which is the satisfaction need. That need energy will imbibe the subjective light and will be sustained by it. When all is said and done in meditation practice, when the effort is made for some years or lives, then objective evaluations of the all-surrounding reality, and the coreSelf, will be abandoned for the subjective perception of the coreSelf.
