Dream Report 1/18/2020 - Suryananda
I suddenly realized I was dreaming, I became subject to a highly concentrated propulsion force. I decided that I was going to avoid resistance and opened myself up to simply witnessing. I sense that I was as a formless seed element completely submerged in this overpowering energy, but looking or oriented forward.
Somehow, it also seems like I had some control over the situation because I could resist and come out of the dream, as I was clearly aware that I was using my subtle form. Once that centrifugal force subsided I noticed the room around me and realized its very intense colors, that sort of coloring would only appear on earth in painting or some digital or enhanced photography.
Another detail is that from recall my impression is that I was in the psyche and experiencing brahman effulgence or similar environment. It was not the typical propulsion in space where one is a whole body, and not submerged and dazzling, engulfing, intense energy!
I think that it was a replay of my practice session, and focusing on the core-self when the life force is arisen and exposed to the crown chakra or just shorting intellect organ’s operations. For the past couple of years, I sometimes make the effort to situate the core-self and psychically channel its energy during arousal.
When the energy is in the head, I apply condensation at times just as I would during cell life force arousal in other parts of the body. But in the psyche, in particular, I occasionally also force the attention to stay focused in a particular direction, this is similar to observing the energy in any situation of life force arousal.
Once the phenomena terminated and I had regained external consciousness, I realized that there was a person in the same area of the room. He was quiet and I wondered a couple of times if he could see me, because he didn’t appear to notice me or even look in my direction, neither did I see his or her face, just like a dark large shadow almost. Because of my current living situation, I do practice in my room, in an attempt to avoid disturbance from a particular individual.
I decided to let him be and mind my own, instead of testing any gimmicks in relation to him. However, I could not resist trying to go through the confinement of the building structure, so I lifted up to the roof in a straight standing position in an attempt to pass through the roof, and I couldn't. I realized that this dimension is not allowing that in relation to my subtle form.
I was then transferred to a dimension closer to that of earth. I did not notice the slightest transition. I was now around family and some other children who were visiting. I busied caretaking for younger ones as I am in the habit ( as a firstborn of 9), and I had recently spent winter vacation around family.
So I thought that I’d call Yogiraj Michael and relate to him this dream, that I was trying to recall details since it left a strong impression on me. I was around family for some time. But then I had to leave and actually wake up at my current earthly location, and realized I had realized myself within a dream within a dream.
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great experience!
Modern american english would use eldest instead of firsdborn, which is relevant to serious Christians from the Old Testament references, as the son of this person, and his son and so on, with the eldest being stress as the first born or a woman or man.
It is old school and modern cultures have wiped out the relevance of being the firstborn because of the introduction of mass education in schools instead of learning just from one's elders only as many of us did in previous civilizations and births.
If however you use firstborn, it is best to put in a line or two stating from you are culturally endowed with certain ancestral skills as compared to your siblings. Otherwise modern readers may miss that and feel that the term is something antiquated.
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It is good to take into consideration the social context for effective communication, as indicated. But I tend to always be specific about the ranking in the family, as well as mention the number of siblings (i.e. 1st of 9, 3rd of 5, 2nd of 2, etc.. ). Though it is anachronistic (usage of old linguistic style), I am able to have an understanding of certain social behaviors, aside from the previous parental instinctive structural bias towards their children.
I don't think that all human behavior can be easily interpreted through (modern) psychology, but this information can provide an explanation, along with the genders such as being first male or female, of a certain number of offsprings. Some character adjustment takes place by dint of birth order, this sort of data to me becomes even more crucial in cases where adoption is factored in. So indeed, more details as to "where I am coming from could help" the readers.
