The pile of charcoal shapes may be the residue energy of deceased priests who were functioning before Fr C. They are no longer in the astral situation managing what happens in the school from there. For all practical purposes they are elsewhere, departed even from the astral situation which Fr C currently supervises.

In time his charcoal shape will be in that pile when another senior priest passes and takes his place.

His speech to you may be missing some messages which I will verbalize here:

• "Terri you need to go on a retreat so that you can become a priest fulltime. It would be difficult because as it is now, it is designed mostly for males, but it would be good for you because you have the interest and you exhibit the required sense of responsibility."