Trauma Consumption

This universe has a certain trauma content, which for sure, no limited being can exhaust. The trauma energy was here before I took this material body. It will be here millions and millions of years after I am deprived of this body. There is no hope that I may exhaust it by having interest in things which stress me.

Being involved its causes for stress in the past is no justification for me to continue recalling those incidences so that I may support more trauma and use those memories as cuttings to sprout new mento-emotional afflictions.

Bhagavad Gita explain the trauma-free states. Separately Buddha escaped from trauma and did not indulge in regurgitating it.

Greed for trauma?

Appetite for it?

Hunting for it like a hungry lion looking for antelope?

Had it in the past?

Taking every opportunity to acquire it in the future?

Not minimizing it?

Using every incidence to dig into it?

Is trauma a disguised and primary means of enjoyment?