Swami and the Abortion

On August 25, 2022, on the astral side, I had an encounter with a deceased yogi who in his past life taught kundalini yoga. He was with a woman who had an abortion for his child. When the lady got pregnant, this yogi instructed her to get an abortion in India. This she did but it happened under the hand of a village woman who had no modern medical knowledge.

The result was that the pregnant lady became terribly sick and was transported to a more modern country, where she was treated to save her body from death. This lady stayed in the service of the yogi for many years after the incident, until she became so intolerant of him, that she left his organization, married someone and created a new life for herself.

Now, many years after, this disturbing situation between them came alive again, where the lady still felt undone and cheated. In her presence, the yogi asked me if I could take her under my care. The main issue he said was that there was a resentment energy towards him in her psyche. She made efforts to remove it but was unable to. The yogi also had uneasy feelings about the abortion in his psyche. Apparently, the would-be child has still not acquired an embryo and follows the yogi wherever he goes, even on the astral side of life.

After we discussed some methods of dealing with this, the conversation shifted to a woman who I spoke to just once in 1973. The yogi said that this woman who owned a boutique bazaar in Boulder Colorado, had a crush on him. He too was attracted to her. He wanted to know if I remember the woman and if I could visualize her face. Considering that I met the woman once and it was some forty-nine (49) years ago, how is it that the yogi thought that I could remember her facial appearance.

As I combed through my memory, I did see some scenes from the day I met the woman but her face I did not recall because I did not take note of it. There was no firm imprint of her features in my memory of the incidence.

The yogi wanted me to look at the woman’s face and decide if the woman was attractive or not, if she was worth a sexual appreciation. As far as I recall, this incidence with the woman was that I lived at the yogi’s ashram in Denver, Colorado in 1973. I had a Volkswagen beetle car. From India, a man named Sagaar arrived. He was treated special because he was a friend of the yogi and was such an expert cook that it was said in India, that he could turn rotten food in the most delicious meal.

Sagaar had to go to a boutique in Boulder. There were only two cars at the ashram at the time; one was mine. I was requested to take him. We got to Boulder soon after. We went into the shop where a lady managed the boutique business. She greeted Sagaar as she expected him. The lady turned to me to ask where I lived in India. I told her I was from Guyana. She looked me over and dismissed my importance.

While talking to Sagaar, she made a remark speaking loud enough for me to hear what she said. It was this.

“We are in the business of curios. The yogi is in the business of religion. What is the difference?”

I drifted through the shop looking at the curios which were displayed for sale. Soon after Sagar and I left that place.

It is interesting and it is worthy of note, that even though this happened so long ago, nearly fifty years, it still has mental potency and affects my life. The same goes for the deceased yogi who is afflicted with his attraction to the lady as well as to his act of influencing a woman who had a pregnancy for him to get an abortion. Death does not free someone from offensive acts. Those who think that in dying their troubles will be over, are flawed in that idea.