Sudden Progress after Years of Effort
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 3 years before Apr 13, 2016
MiBeloved 3 years ago
During meditation this morning, I noticed small seeming incidental rapid movement which has great importance and which proved to me that progress in meditation in some areas of the practice, might occur after years of effort.
One has to have the confidence to continue even if there is no steady result from a particular action and even if the nature keeps reverting back to unwanted habits.
First of all this description will perhaps not mean much to persons who are not supersensitive internally. It will certainly pass over the heads of those meditators who only perceive or aspire for oneness and nothing else during meditation.
This occurred after a thorough breath infusion session, in which the subtle breath energy filled up the trunk of the body and kundalini was firing in every which direction due to the charged force which was infused into it.
As soon as I sat to meditate, I internalized and immediately I found that as the core-self I was located slightly to the left from the centralized position in the head of the subtle body. Within a split second, and I mean just a split second, less than a moment of time, I, as the core self in that location, was aware of a thought package of energy on my left and of naad sound on my right.
Naad sound had a dark blue-grey color and was a vibrational energy. As I looked down into it, I saw a clear space downwards surrounded by a grey-blue atmosphere. The thought package of energy on my left was of a space around which there was light, like light from a bulb. It was moving towards me with a hypnotic force pointing at me.
As soon as I became cognizant of these two energies, a small movement occurred where an orb separated out of the core self and went downwards for a split second and then flipped to the naad sound, leaving aside the thought package energy, not even considering that or focusing on that in any way.
When this orb separated, it moved at lightning speed but in that state I had the psychic perception which could assess it.
This orb is normally experienced in day to day affairs as decision making. Normally this is part of the self but in this experience, that was a psychic orb which was in the aura of the core self, as part of the sense-of-identity energy of the core-self.
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Why is this experience important for this meditator?
How does this experience rate in terms of its importance on the path?
This experience shows that the natural habits of the self which is to be attracted to thoughts more than it is to naad sound, has changed. Even without making deliberate effort, the psyche will now gravitate to naad sound as its default, thus changing the tradition method of the mind which is to go to thought packages, view these and then react or be indifferent to these.
