Social Misinterpretation at Seven Years of Age
While doing a kriya meditation practice, which concerns reviewing the history of this physical body at the age of seven (7), there was an observation of the perception of social situations at that age, in comparison to what was determined later beyond twenty-seven (27).
After going into the memory chamber of events at the age of seven, the area was well-lit, as if lit by sunlight. I stood near a trash bin which was near a brass water spigot. I stood near the back entrance to a stair way of a two-story building. There was no other person in the vicinity at the time. I noticed that there was a font entrance to the building. It had a stairway which was enclosed, except for two doors which gave access at the front of the building. The two were French doors. In that memory scene, they were closed just as they usually were, some seventy years ago.
It was then that I glimpsed my assessment of the social situation. At the time, when the body was seven (7) years of age, I had no mental equipment to appreciate that the adults in the family who lived at that place, were being responsible for themselves, and for the minors they were related to.
Nature enforces the sense of responsibility but its full installation in a psyche is dependent on the age of the body. Subsequently, before the young adult years, hardly anyone can accurately access who contributes for the welfare of a family.
The infants and juveniles in the family assume that the adults should and must perform for the upkeep. This causes cruelty in the dependents, where they pressure the adults for services, as if the dependents must be catered in one way or the other, on demand. For their part, the adults perceive their service of responsibility as an innate urge. They beg, borrow, earn or steal for the upkeep of the domestic situation.