Sexual Apparatus – An Essential Component
The sexual apparatus is an essential part of the psyche of every living being. That however does not mean that it must be operative, or in full spread, at every moment of every day, in every type of existence.
An ascetic friend who was deceased some years ago, sent a yogini to discuss the matter of sexual needs. This ascetic lady was in a relationship with my friend but it was that of her being a disciple only, not as a sexual companion. Later, some years after, they began to develop sexual outlook toward each other. Then however, my friend found that his subtle body had no sexual urge. In his psyche there was a blank space where the sexual apparatus should be. That was like a missing part in a machine
After repeated attempts to discover and operate sexual interest, he came to the conclusion that he has no sexual apparatus, that somehow it was destroyed.
When the lady approached me to shared the energy of inquiry about the operation of the individual sexual feature, I did bhastrika pranayama breath infusion. He instructed her to do whatever I did, such that when I assumed a certain posture and breathe in a certain way, she did that. This caused her sexual feature to be enhanced.
Then, out of nowhere, there was another female. This person was also an ascetic woman, who was a disciple of my friend. In the past life, she was the mother of the first lady. The elder one spoke. She said this.
“What can be done to resume our sexual ability. We feel a missing energy. Despite the yogic achievement, over time, we feel as if we lost the sexual feature, as if we are incomplete. Help us if you can.”
I told her to do as their guru, who was now impotent, suggested, which was to do breath infusion. I instructed that they follow whatever I did, when I practice. The elder lady replied like this.
“Since you are the one whom he trusts and since we feel comfortable in your presence, consider that we are wives. We have a strong need to be spouses of someone. We do not trust other men. Consider taking us as your wives. When we resume the sensual apparatus, we will be in desperate need for sexual intercourse.
“Due to years of suspension, my passage dried. I have no idea what sex pleasure is. I will have to resume it after my subtle body changed to being a vibrant form again. We will stay with you. We will use the breath infusion to resume youthful forms on the subtle plane.”
After this they showed me a process of samadhi training which they learned from my ascetic friend. It was the chanting of the Savituh gayatri mantra while being centralized, and self focus in the head of the subtle body. The younger lady explained that my friend used to position their attention in the center of the subtle head. Then they would remain there and not drift, while chanting that mantra. For them this was enough after much practice, to cause them to use divine eye through the brow chakra.
