Compressed Sex Energy
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 3 years before Dec 12, 2016
MiBeloved 3 years ago
One important hat trick in yoga is to effectively use sex desire for fulfillment without actually having sex desire fulfilled. This has to do with using up the desire energy which accumulated in the psyche in past lives.
In many many past lives, there were unfulfilled sexual desires which have accumulated in the ultra-subconscious. These desires were also retrained in the kundalini energy as dormant ready-to-be-activated urges. These are like seeds found in a tomb room in one of the pyramids of Egypt. A priest instructed that these seeds be put there, so that in the afterlife the deceased Pharaoh could plant grain in the hereafter. That might not seem to be a big deal to us because we can buy seeds online at any time of the day or night. However in the time of the Pharaoh some seeds were like gold and only certain people had access to them. The science of agriculture was then a very technical thing which only a few families were proficient in.
Let us assume that we found a jar of such seeds which are 3 thousand years old. Let us indulge ourselves and think that they are still viable as plants. Then the question is should they be planted. If we plant them we run the risk of getting more seeds which may induce us to replant another time and yet another time on and on and on.
Suppose there is a curse on the seeds, such that anyone who throws them away or who burns them will go to a hereafter hell in the Egyptian Underworld, then we do not want to be in a fix like that. We have no idea if the curse would stick because we cannot be sure that there is no such afterworld. It might be nonsense but it might be true.
However there is no curse saying that we cannot eat the seeds to get rid of them in that way.
With dormant sex desires which have piled up from many previous lives when we were deprived of it and wanted it, we can either try to fulfill these or try to extinguish them.
The method is to take the dormant desires and use them up in the psyche in their compressed form, just as one would chew up those Egyptian seeds.
I mean the desire energy itself, not its fulfilled form, just as the seeds are the compressed form of plants and are not the plants themselves.
Do not let the sex desires bud out in the mind or emotions. Take the compressed sex energy and use it up in that way internally just as one would digest those seeds.
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Chewing on such seeds is quiet the mouthful! Care is needed or one can choke.
A couple of years ago I recall asking a question of this nature, since then I have more realizations about it. Unfulfilled sex desires can also become expressed as reproductive urges.
This energy I feel acts as support energy in the form of impetus or drive element, and there exist several such subtle support energy elements in the line of in the practice. Some are by definition positive others negative and some like this in question vary.
This support is also inherent and basal to material creation; it is nearly all-pervasive. And, as the entity evolves up the tree and so nature enthuses the sense of gratification and pleasure into that energy, this allows beings with apparent variegated set of choices and alternatives to actually want to procreate. In the human form this choices can center on the pleasure sensing element at the expense of other uses.
Particularly when such pleasures become exacerbated to include pornography or other sexual depravities, then I must realize that these do much to pile up on my sub-conscious sex desires for lives to come.
It is the cherry on the icing of the presentations of kundalini. For the observing one it is counterproductive to pop that cherry and keep doing it. Initially it may be necessary to observe the sense pleasure or that of gratification.
Most endeavors are insipid, when that sense of gratification is absent. Many times the absence of this sense can be cause for depression. For those who are pleasure prone there is a co-dependence between the sense of sensory pleasures and sex desires, therefore there will be an addiction to a certain expression of those desires.
Once it has become possible to approach the issue with sufficient openness and realization then, this energy is a definite participating impetus in the practice. But as these are subject to ebb and flow and even cycles one cannot depend on them in majority.
This channeling of these desires without mixing them with the lust factor, just in their neutral form is the risk free and advantageous way, if and when possible.
