I understand that it is futile to want to be a controller. For, regarding inSelf Yoga it is more important to see and accept the attitude that one is in a better position by only having objectivity, going through any experience. That way I get a chance to internalize the experience with some sense of analysis, by avoiding being distracted by other desires and mindset.

Though it must be stressed that desire for control as well as that of overly identifying with the activities are counterproductive, developing objectivity is supportive of wanting more clarity, regardless of the dimension/ environment. Also, in this passage from Meditation Pictorial pg. 213 by RishiDeva Michael, the areas highlighted show that it is good preparation for death.

I was somewhat quizzical to experience it within days of thinking to want to have awareness of my change of location (from physical to subtle). I have tended to spend much time in a limited area where I live for some time, and it was easy to also be in a cross-world where I would be in the adjacent limited area.  

Meditation Pictorial Pg. 213

Cross-Worlds

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