As we understand, any relationship (here, coreSelf to Naad) may have its ups and downs over the course of (a long) time. The quality of connection in the relationship is as explained above directly affected by other factors. These factors are typically external to oneself as in associations, they can also be affected by the quality of one’s energy to include diversions, preoccupations, concerns from others to even include diet and other personal variations.

But the commitment to the relationship in the end is what is most critical. I admire your persistence in the face of challenging energies, and of course for sharing.The strength of the bond is tested under challenges. We shall persevere and overcome! By the graces of the perpetual benefactor Naad, to InSelf yogi/nis and their Shri Gurus.