Yogi sees His Mothers
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 3 years before Jul 27, 2016
MiBeloved 3 years ago
Meditation practice this morning had some interesting supernatural experiences. I did a full session of bhastrika breath infusion practice and got the subtle body supercharged in every part of it. Then I sat to meditate immediately to take advantage of the charged up-leveled subtle body.
The first phase of the meditation was done using a very tight lotus posture with cushion support of the lower back and support under the one knee which was raised off the floor. When this first session finished, it was about 20 minutes into the meditation. I became conscious then that the head of the physical body was bent down forward and I was staring at a light which is in the center of the throat area in the neck. This was like looking at a low watt light bulb of about 15 watts in a small chamber. The light hung there in the middle of the throat area, like a small nightlight in a circular cave which was about 3 to 4 inches in diameter. I happen to be in the cave in a miniature form which had no visible outline or shape, like a bodiless existence.
This is good development because usually when I find myself again in the physical body which was left in lotus posture, I would instinctively reset the head of it. This time I did not have the urge to do that, which is just fantastic and is a progression in meditation practice and also in doing so in a tight lotus posture.
Before this happened however at about 10 minutes into the meditation, I was in the subtle head with the naad sound and then suddenly, I was in a place which was dimly lit, sufficiently for one to perceive any forms.
I was in a space floating above a scene.
I saw many nude females lying on a super-large bed. Some laid on each other. They appeared to be sleeping. The prominent thing about their forms was their breasts. I was objectively aware of it sufficiently to ask myself mentally why I was there. Then I got a nudge idea which came from Swami Muktananda saying that it had to do with my kundalini practice and the puzzle as to the relationship between breasts and kundalini.
He then said, “I am here to advice you that your relationship with many mothers in many lives is here before you. Do as you like.”
I then considered like this:
Do as I like? There is nothing to do. Breast means milk for infant nourishment. Okay but I do not want to continue in that way.
As soon as I considered that I was no longer in that place.
I resumed the meditation with naad as the companion energy to the core self.
Then about 3 minutes after suddenly I saw a nude woman’s form but this time, it was the sexual and buttocks area. This did not last for more than about 10 seconds and then that disappeared. I got no messages about that from any yoga-guru.
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I then resumed the meditation practice keeping naad as the only companion of the core self. Then I got a message again from Swami Muktananda which read like this:
Full success with naad means a 99% investment of interest energy in it. If one cannot do that then at least make for about 95%.
If one cannot do 95%, then consider the session to be a failure.
First identify the interest energy of the core-self. Segregate it out, so that you can readily identity as soon as you sit to meditate. Then apply it to naad. Notice if any of interest energy leaks away to any other subjects. Take steps to stop the leakage.
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Venkatesa at LinkedIn wrote:
Michealji, You wrote: He then said, “I am here to advice you that your relationship with many mothers in many lives is here before you. Do as you like.”
I then considered like this:
Do as I like? There is nothing to do. Breast means milk for infant nourishment. Okay but I do not want to continue in that way.
I am unable to understand the message. Please explain this in detail. Thanks
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MiBeloved's Response:
Some experiences are better left unexplained at least until the reader can automatically intuit into it. However since you insist, here is the explanation.
In that vision, the nude female forms seen, exuded milk pleasure energy. This is a supernatural maternal affection bliss force which a student yogi sometimes encounters in the subtle world. If the student yogi is attracted to it, for happiness or for whatever, then the student will again have to take another physical body so as to be in a position to enjoy being nursed by a mother.
In the afterlife, one slip in this way destroys all the tapasya (austerities) performed by the yogi, so that he or she will find that the subtle body begins to curl in to become an embryo. Once this happens there is no turning back and one must take another physical body regardless of whether one really intended to do so or not.
Swamiji Muktananda was sharing this information with me before hand and also giving me a heads-up about this before I leave this present body.
Consider the formula like this:
I like mother’s milk. I like to smell mother’s breast. I like the softness of mother’s body. Then it is mandatory that I take another physical body.
