Where People Go to Die
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 8 years before Jun 28, 2018
Dear Beloved 8 years ago
Just awoke from a dream after about six hours of sleep and immediately knew it was significant based on the content. I was on an unknown tour with someone else who I don't remember, and my recall of the dream details began as I entered a room. The room was old, with chipped and peeling white paint, old style runners, no windows, white shelves all around the room, and old style classroom desks with the stainless steel metal legs and chairs with ceramic backing. I felt like it was 50 years ago.
In each desk, save a couple empty ones that I and the other person sat in once we entered, there were old men, all Caucasian-looking, all bald with little hair, all in their last stages of life before death. They were all in shape, no one obese, all inward-focused, most a bit hunched over from a lifetime of subjection to gravity, and they were all shaking their heads in random movements, almost like someone who has Parkinson's disease does. At the front of the classroom, the instructor immediately started class and began shouting out commands (it was obvious the men were also losing their hearing and sight). For each old man, he would yell out something different and I remember three of the commands:
1) touch slap water! At this command, a guy in the back of the room touched his glass of water, slapped the desk, and took a sip and then said "See, I did it. Touch, slap, water in self-absorbed satisfaction, almost like a small child." No one else paid any attention to him. In fact each individual seemed unaware of the other.
2) Up down sideways! Another guy moved his hand up, then down, and then side-to-side. It was as if this command was a test to see if he remembered the references to direction.
3) Right left straight! Same thing as a test for another old man.
All commands were like this...three words and a different man reacted to each one.
As this continued I realized where I was, an old man's nursery home, and in shock, started to look around the room at the shelves and noticed that on the shelves were personal items of small photos in varying types of paper stock and small craft-life frames. On another set of shelves on the back wall there were different jars of balm, ointment, and Vaseline.
A profound sadness overcame me as I realized that this was where I'd end up one day, tears welled up instantly as I tried to suppress them. I automatically thought of my life and took measure of whether I was on the right track or not and whether it would all matter later. I decided that I probably was doing OK and then woke up to post it here.
(My comment): I've never been to an old man's nursery home before and never experienced anything like this, even in movies that I've watched, so I feel that it could be a glimpse of a past experience in a previous life. I couldn't date it specifically but it felt like it would have been in the early-to-mid 1900s. As far as what country and location, they were speaking English as if in the U.S.
MiBeloved 8 years ago
You were transferred into an astral dimension where some spirits were waiting for the next move which is for them to take embryo forms. All old men in that location were males who passed on without any relatives taking care of them, where they were abandoned near the end of the last bodies they used. The person instructing the classes is an authority in that dimension. His service is to assist the departed souls in adjusting to the astral existence since they might have to stay there for some time. The three instructions were: 1) touch slap water! 2) Up down sideways! 3) Right left straight! These were instructions for each person specifically according to the person’s sense of orientation of the psychic location. The teacher was stressing that they were to consider the astral world as a physical world instead of a plane of ghosts. It seems to you that each person was unaware of the other, and they were because their subtle bodies were vibrating at a slightly different frequency such that even though one might be near the other, either might not be aware of the other’s presence, but the teacher was aware of everyone who was present there. You were allowed the experience in order to show you how your life would pan out in the end of this body, if perchance you do not develop a family or even if you do have a family but your family abandons you in the end. It is becoming more and more acceptable for people to just leave their old relatives in institutional homes. Therefore it is likely that by the time your body reaches old age, if it does, it will end in isolation from family members. In Catholism there is the concept of purgatory which is a place where souls must wait after leaving a body before going to heaven. This is such a place, except that it is a holding place for the dearly departed males whose family members abandoned them and who do not have immediate opportunity for acquiring new bodies, because the avenue for rebirth has temporality closed off for them. Their astral bodies being de-energized due to the lifestyle in the past body, they did not have enough energy to go to any higher places and so they were transferred and remained in a lower astral dimension, waiting for the transformation that causes one to adapt to an embryo form. Since their younger relatives abandoned them, and perhaps even shunned them, they did not have any attraction energy which would bring them into a parent for fetus development. I have to agree that this was a sad situation.
