Sense of Identity Pull-back

Meditationtime Forum Post

Date:  Posted 3 years before Aug 29, 2016

MiBeloved 3 years ago

After the meditation session when I sat to meditate, at first I adhered to naad sound but somehow within 10 seconds thereafter, I was out of naad, feeling that I was being drawn by an unseen force which was in the frontal part of the head of the subtle body.

Then there was a flash and I saw a lady who is now deceased but who was like a mother during my teen years. I said to her,

“If you visit him, then he will send a message to me. Do not visit him. To him you are an unseen ghost.”

The lady replied,

“I have to avoid interfering with your yoga practice. That is why I went to see him.”

I then said,

“This sound like a solution to you but it is not a solution. As soon as you contact him telepathically, then he will send a message to me, saying that I should contact him.”

My yoga practice is none of your concern. It is best that you bother me and leave the others alone. If an opportunity for rebirth arises, then you will be naturally drawn into the situation and will get an embryo.”

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After this mental conversation, I resumed the meditation but as I tried to focus on naad, the usual energy was just not there. I saw it up front in the subtle head. It was being pulled to the frontal part of the subtle head. I pulled it back to the core-self.

I made an observation that the sense of identity converts a part of itself into interest energy. This interest energy is like a rubbery adhesive which stretches if there is resistance to certain thought energy.

I pulled it back and turn it to the naad sound. Then I resumed the naad sound association in the back of the head. When this seemed to be constant, I looked forward and down in the front of the chest, there was a place where there were random sticks of light all glowing like fluorescent tubes about ¼ inch on diameter and 6 inches long.