Orb is Subdued by Breath Infusion energy

Meditationtime Forum Post

Date:  Posted 3 years before Jan 08, 2016

MiBeloved 3 years ago

When I sat to meditate after breath infusion, everything was different, like when you relocate to a new country and enter a new house which is designed in a way which is interesting and creative. The head of the subtle body did not feel as if it was the same mind space.

Inself projection means that instead of doing astral projection where you, the core self acts as a subtle body and functions in a psychic environment which is unseen to physical vision, you do instead, remain in the subtle body and tour around within that form itself, not using it to tour around an astral world.

During the breath infusion practice, prior to the meditation I took help from Yogi Bhajan. I infused energy around the intellect imagination orb. That caused it to spin. Then during the meditation after it was like a white pearly stone about half inch in diameter and it was not in its usual place but was right up near to the core self which had relocated to the top part of the head of the subtle body.

In meditation it was not spinning. It was spinning only when I was infusing breath energy under it during practice.

In meditation it was just there, right next to the core self like a little infant near to its mother. It was submissive and showed no ability to dream up thoughts and images. It was just there. I listened to naad after about five minutes into the meditation and then I quickly switched to naad light.

Then again I noted that the analytical orb was near me.

During this observation, I realized that even though Srila Yogesh abandoned me earlier during the infusion session, still he left some instructions in my psyche. These instructions read:

Use a pullback focus. Cease doing the push out focus.”

He mentioned this in reference to the third eye. He wanted me to pull back the focusing energy away from it and use that pulling action as a continuous focus of the third eye. I did this successfully. It felt like if you are squatting and you grab a heavy bamboo rod and pull it towards you, except that this pulling action was to be done continuously for at least 15 minutes.