Naad Practice / Front of Head
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 3 years before Apr 25, 2016
MiBeloved 3 years ago
Today during meditation, I worked again on naad sound, moving naad into parts of the psyche where it is usually not present, at least where I usually do not perceive it.
Due to breath infusion, naad was in the back of the head a little to the right side, high up with a connection to a naad loop of energy which was to either side of the spinal column but in another dimension, reaching to where I was situated as the core-self in the head of the subtle body.
At first when I connected to naad at the back, there was this pushing energy from the bottom of the subtle body. This energy came up and was operating all by itself. I tried to continue the practice from yesterday, which was to bring naad to the frontal part of the head. Instead, as I did this, something else happened where naad rushed from the back of the head downwards in a diagonal, going through the front chest area downward.
This is the first time naad has done this. I observed it and remained stationed in the back-up area of the subtle head.
Looking forward I could see that the front area of the head was blank but with speckled energy like tiny pixels all over in multicolors. There was no thought, idea or image anywhere. Buddhi intellect orb was totally absent like a species of life which died out a long time ago, becoming extinct, leaving behind only fossils to haunt mankind and show evidence that it once ruled the world, in this case the world of the psyche.
With this yogi finally finding a way to honor the yogah cittavritti nirodhah instruction of Patanjali, a certain sense of satisfaction is present in these meditation, but I ignore it. There is too much left to be done to stop to enjoy some limited success which came after over 40 years of practice, fumbling around with processes which just cannot be a substitute for a good pranayama session but which were toted by various phony gurujis.
I continued this mediation, noticing how the naad sound was going down in a diagonal way down into the trunk of the subtle body, but I kept focus on the frontal part of the head because Srila Yogesh said he is waiting for me to advance through that practice before he can give any more instructions.