Light shattered like windshield glass
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Aug 05, 2017
MiBeloved 5 years ago
Breath Infusion was a continuation in development from yesterday. Practice is not always consecutive and cohesive like this where the student can always see a linear progression or even a rapid jump from one stage to another.
There were times when weeks of practice produced no ample progress. Still the student should push on with confidence in both senior yogis and the process. A child at school cannot always feel that rush of progress, that satisfaction in learning, and still he is required to attend and in the end it usually adds up and makes sense as to why his parents insisted on his attending the institution.
Yesterday and for about four days prior, it was a situation of where the infused breath energy in the subtle body was amassing in the neck instead of going through the neck into the head. After this occurred, light began to accumulate in the neck and acted like a blockage.
Light blocking light?
Have you ever seen anything like that anywhere or in the subtle body? Light energy stopping other light energy or some other energy type from passing. This was happening. As it happened the lower part of the subtle body was being filled with more and more infused energy. Yesterday this happened and then there was a change and the neck was no longer blocking the transfer of energy from the trunk of the subtle body into the head part of it.
Today however the energy was stacked light rays which were compressed into the neck, suddenly shattered. It was like crushed glass (windshield glass) or crushed ice crystals, shattered, into mini fragments. Then these just moved all over the psyche, through the trunk and through the head. It felt like a cool energy swashing around in the psyche.
During this session after a sequence of rapid breaths, I would stop to check to see how the energy was being distributed and where it was going. Every so often I would either stretch to one side and then to the other corresponding side, or shift the head and neck back from right to left repeatedly. At some times, I would wiggle the body while keeping focused within to track any energy which would run through hidden or known nadi channels as a result the wiggling action.
Here is a case where asana postures, which are physical actions, have subtle effects in the subtle body.
After the light in the neck shattered, light was going everywhere evenly, in the head, in the torso, everywhere. There was bliss energy everywhere as I looked and searched down into the subtle body. I began to evaluate what happens when the pleasure energy which fires as sexual climax is spread in the system evenly but without the lusty feature of it, and without external stimulation and companion involvement.