Kundalini's sex urge
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Mar 11, 2017
MiBeloved 5 years ago
From an email inquiry:
As I was going to sleep, I could sense kundalini stirring in the lower regions to urge me to have sex. The core self witnessed messages/directions being sent to the brain from kundalini to move the arm so that my partner could make contact with the penis. I was able to observe these directions being sent without reacting for about 10-15 mins before it became too overwhelming to resist the directions.
At that point, I tried to arouse my sleeping partner but to no avail but I felt that my partner was in a subtle sex connection with someone else at this time. Is that possible? Or was my intuition incorrect?
MiBeloved’s Response:
This is what happens as you meditate more and more and become more sensitive to the psychic side of life. It allows you to observe your psychic actions which might have been unconscious or even conscious without critical observation before.
The differentiation between the actions of kundalini and that of the analyzing faculty in the head is very important. Most people do not see any differentiation since they consider the psyche to be themselves. They have no idea of distinct psychic components, like kundalini which is based in the lower spine and the analytical faculty which is based in the head.
As you meditate more and more you will be able to sort the various components of the psyche and see how they interact. You will also see how resistant they are to your will power.
Regardless of whether your intuition was correct or not, it is a fact that one partner might sleep right next to another in the same bed, and that partner might be engaged in sexual intercourse with someone else who is not present in the bed physically but who might be there in the subtle form.
In the yoga practice, there are what are called yama and niyama which are prohibited activities and approved behaviors. One of these is celibacy. Patanjali alerted us that these yama and niyama processes involve a great commitment, a great vow (mahavrata) to complete these approved behaviors and to squash the prohibited activities for the purpose of advancing spiritually.
Thus when a yogi becomes sensitive on the subtle side of existence, he or she can gage as to whether the subtle body is towing the line set up by Patanjali and also by Krishna. The yogi usually finds that this subtle body is crazy about enjoyments and does not give a hoot about any great commitment described by Patanjali.
It is then that a yogi understands his miserable plight and he may take seriously to kriya yoga disciplines, to bring the subtle body under control and to make it comply with the request of the yoga masters.
You were able to observe that at a certain point as the sexual desire was increasing and increasing. It reached a point of no return for you, a point at which your will power became like a little scrawny kid in the face of a muscular athlete. This is a very important observation. One has to observe these developments in one’s psyche so that one can plan how to attack the overwhelming influence of kundalini.
Kundalini takes help from the core-self when it tries to build up its power, but when it reaches a certain content of energy, it pushes the core-self aside and takes control of the psyche and then it fulfills its desire even if later the core self becomes tagged with the liabilities of the sexual act.
Such liabilities are:
1. a fetus.
2. emotional trauma.
3. involvement of one’s relatives and those of the partner.
4. development of a livelihood if there is a fetus.
5. 18 years of commitment to the infant who takes birth.
Kundalini does not care if any of these will cause trouble in the long run. Its only interest is to build up its power, cast the core-self aside and fulfill itself with an explosion of the sex force.
The only part which you missed was the invisible presence of your ancestors and those of your partner. These ancestors were trying to get an embryo developed but it seems that you did not get that point, nor did your partner.
What else would the ancestors want? The other thing is to find out how the ancestors are connected to your kundalini sex urge. Is there a connection? If there is, how is it operated?
