Kundalini hit and hide
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Jun 13, 2017
unlimitedsun 5 years ago
So Kundalini at times hit really hard. And when repeated a couple of additional times I can experience total exhaustion. The instances when my body shakes as waves of vibrations pass over are particularly depleting. They can feel like someone pushed a solid thrust through my brain. I reckon these things adjust with time and practice.
As of lately I have also experienced vibrations focused on the brow, upon rising kundalini.
MiBeloved 5 years ago
This only means that you are not applying the locks perfectly. You have not mastered the locks. As soon as you do, this will cease. One thing you can be sure of that you do not master the locks merely by reading what they are and doing that. You have to apply them for years of practice to master them, because these are not just physical actions but psychic ones as well. The psychic side of the locks comes from years of practice.
The other thing which you need to get into your head and this will not get into your head overnight because kundalini is against it and it will not allow you to implement this now. You will have to gain much more mastery, about 6 to 8 years of consistent daily practice, before you can get a handle on this:
The kundalini has this habit of conserving the sexual hormone energy for two purposes only. One purpose which is the legitimate process is reproduction. The other purpose which is not conducive to advance yoga practice is sex pleasure expression. Since kundalini is hell bent on its mission to have sex and reproduce, especially to have sex, then it will not allow the equal dispersion of the sex hormones through the subtle body. It will accumulate the hormones and then use them for sex pleasure. The only way kundalini can get that intense pleasure is through the genitals because that organ has a mechanism which can produce that pleasure and no other part of the body is able to do that in that specific way.
Thus when you try to rock the boat of kundalini and you force it to abandon the sex expression and instead express the energy up the spine, it will send more energy up the spine than it should.
The way the psyche is designed is that it has all the energy within it for the whole body not just for the genitals but kundalini has learnt the trick about sex pleasure so it starves many other parts of the psyche while it hoards the energy for sex. Thus this hoarded energy should be distributed throughout the entire subtle body not just into the genitals or head.
Any hard working man will save money to give to his lover and have sex but he will not be concerned to use any of the money for other purposes unless he is forced to. That is like the kundalini.
But it takes time to get all this under your heels. You have not practiced enough and so you cannot get the result intended until your practice has accumulated to give you the needed expertise.
