King Self and goof-off Servant Kundalini
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Apr 25, 2017
MiBeloved 5 years ago
During exercises this morning, Swami Rama showed up for just a few minutes. He wanted me to focus on the sacral bone. This is the bone structure which is in the buttocks.
This place is usually kept under lock and key by the kundalini life force system but when the yogi gets kundalini pulled up into the head out of the spine, it is then left to the yogi to infuse the system with prana.
The real value in pulling up kundalini is that the yogi sees that what he or she took for granted was amiss. In other words the normal configuration in the psyche is for the self to be a loafer, a lazy bum, a person who is like a crippled king who can do nothing for himself but who is completely dependent on many servants
Now if that king fires all the servants what will be his lot in life, since he is so helpless anyone and does not know how to do anything for himself? When the yogi pulls up kundalini, then it is left to the yogi to infuse energy into the psyche and then the yogi realizes that the kundalini life force was a bungling incompetent all along. While the self, as king was laid back doing nothing but enjoying the benefits of its servant like the kundalini life force, the intellect, the sense of identity, the senses and the memory, some functions were not being performed, especially by kundalini.
Instead of servicing the entire body aggressively the kundalini was neglecting certain parts of the system. But this is discovered only after the self has to do this for itself and it finds many dark energy-deficient areas in the psyche.
Swami Rama told me to work on the sacral bone and then he just faded away astrally. I spent the whole session focusing on the sacral bone. It was so dark and so de-energized that I realized that kundalini was not serving it.
Kundalini’s main interest in an adult body is sex and social power, so it puts its energies into manufacturing sex hormones and in doing whatever is necessary to maintain and promote the status quo. It is not interested in anything else. It neglects any and all parts of the psyche which are not directly related to sex and status.
Many of us live our entire lives with kundalini dominating us in this sex and status pursuit.
After the exercises I sat to do meditation. Swami Rama has already convinced me that if one works on any energy deficient area of the psyche which is below the neck of the subtle form, that increase in infusion of energy into that area would result in an advanced condition of mind when one sites for the meditation.
When I first sat, naad was blaring loudly outside at the location which is about where the right physical ear is. I noted it but then I got a message imprint which Swami Rama had left in my psyche. It read:
Naad should be seen as a sort of nutrition for the self, a sort of replacement for sensation. Let the self feed on naad and become saturated with it.
