Interest Orb Higher Meditation

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Date:  Posted 3 years before Apr 15, 2016

MiBeloved 3 years ago

Meditation after breath infusion this morning was interesting. It was not with new developments but with clarity and objectivity about developments which were happening for the past two months.

Sometimes in meditation there is little clarity and sometimes even though there is clarity, one cannot make head or tail of what is going on. This might be due to not having the perception which is appropriate to a higher level of consciousness. Usually yoga masters, even masters, mistake lack of perception as voidness or oneness or undifferentiated absolute consciousness, and that is the bane of yoga.

For that matter this attitude has caused yoga practice in meditation to be a misnomer. It has given people the false opinion that the higher you get the least you can describe what is going on and that it is beyond description. It is really a condition of lack of distinct perception.

In samadhi if one returns to it again and again, eventually over time, if one is patient with existence, one will develop perception, transcendental perception, to perceive transcended forms and transcendental environments. Environments are on the material side of life, the lower astral levels. But it disappears on the higher astral planes and beyond unless one has the where withal to patiently return again and again and again and wait in the samadhi trance states for the development of spiritual senses.

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For the past two months, there was a jump in meditation practice, due to increased purification of pranic energy in the subtle body, and now there is coming on some perception of this new level of consciousness attained.

The usual configuration of the buddhi organ, the third eye, the surrounding sense of identity, and the core self has changed. The change occurred in reference to the buddhi organ. It has completely disappeared as it was but in these meditations disappearance of a psychic organ is taken with a grain of salt, and waiting for clarification as to whether the organ is still there or if it has actually dissolve out or is existing on a lower plane, to be reassumed or repossessed later.

Here however it really disappeared. During meditation, Srila Yogeshwarananda gave me a hint yesterday when he said that the sensual orbs and the buddhi had regressed into the interest energy which is manifested in the sense of identity.

So what is this interest energy?

Well if you look at it with supernatural perception you will see it as a small orb which has a silverish flashing aspect but which is transparent, which is shaped like a hen’s egg, made out of polished plexiglass. It moves in and out of the sense of identity but it feels like it is moving in and out of the core –self. It moves forward slightly to the left of the core-self. As soon as it leaves the bordering area of the sense of identity (ahamkara), its form is seen and then it is no longer seen but what appears after that is the particular subject of interest which it has latched on to.

This is a little like how the buddhi functions where it is perceived as the person’s sense of reasoning and as the person’s observational interest.

At first when I sat to meditate, the interest orb grabbed an argument which a friend was having in his head and which he released and which penetrated into my psyche. But then immediately as that flashed, my interest moved to the naad force which was to my right a little to the back.

This again shows that my psyche has the naad sound now as its default focus and I no longer have to endeavor for that in meditation. At least the psyche has adopted naad focus as the primary meditation refuge and shelter. I was meditating for the last 40 years at least on a daily basis more or less, so now this accomplishment has been attained finally. It took long enough. I am relieved by this.

After about 40 minutes into this meditation, there was a flash of light in the forehead area. When I peered forward to view it, I saw a sponge of light like a spongy foam bed floating. Then there were images in the head of the subtle body itself, not outside of it, not outside the third eye. These were people in the physical dimension and it was like I was existing in the psyches of these persons, as my subtle body was like a cell phone signal which penetrated the psyches of these individuals. I noted this and then the meditation came to an end. It was like when an aircraft runs out of fuel and the pilot guides down to an air field and gently puts the aircraft on solid ground.