Incoherent Meditation

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Date:  Posted 3 years before Apr 10, 2016

MiBeloved 3 years ago

This morning during meditation which followed the breath infusion session, I was on que again with naad sound. How long will I stay on que?

For as long as I can remain free from non-yogic associations?

This morning I tuned into naad immediately upon sitting to meditate. Some 7 minutes after, I began to see naad light which was like dull gold nuggets in all directions but particular before me as I looked down within the psyche (subtle body).

Initially when I contacted naad it was without any effort to reach naad and without any memory of naad. In fact the memory of naad, the importance of listening to it in practice, came just after I realized that I was in naad and was listening to it.

This is a good report because it shows that my psyche has developed a naad listening habit which it will maintain and which is not dependent on my deliberately listening to naad.

After all I cannot rely on myself to always remember to listen to naad, hence this development is all in my favor.

After about three seconds when I first began listening to naad, I, as the core self, was located in the back right side of the subtle head up near the physical ear to the back part of the head.

Then there was a little space to my left as naad was to my right. In that little space a thought energy entered. It began to unravel itself in order to hold my interest. I immediately turned away from it and reentered naad.

It is interesting how even an energy can distract one from a serious meditation, even from naad. This is just an energy package which contained thoughts of others which wanted a response from me, but still it acted just as demanding as if it were actually a person.

Many other transcendental events occurred in this meditation but to speak the truth of it, it was so subtle that I could not recall it because the impressions of it were so flimsy, so indistinct, that I cannot coherently describe it.