Hitting harder
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Jun 20, 2017
unlimitedsun 5 years ago
For the past few days I have been able to put in AM & PM practices, and more recently I have done early AM and then a snap before heading out for the day.
This early AM kundalini hit me harder than ever before. This was more powerful than when I did any other type of practice involving chi or other.
I had been concerned and expressed on the forum that kundalini risings have felt like getting a solid one from a top boxer. And then I would feel out of sort in the aftermath. Consequently, I have been partly subconsciously as a defense/ protection mechanism beat kundalini to the punch. I would rush ahead into the head as I applied the locks aware that it was on its way. Once in the head (this is my way of putting the stuff into words) I would sort of apply a valve (if you wish) at the base of the neck to sabotage a full blow in the head.
When Michael answered me previously he wrote that there is lock in the head. I do not know about all that now. But as of lately I have been more and more trying to get to the head and control the situation; channel the energy, instead of pushing it back or minimize it.
As a result kundalini kept coming up, more and more beyond a point where I would normally be on the floor, disoriented. But this AM "I" was right there with it in the head/mind, that resulted in a very intense kundalini experience for me.
MiBeloved 5 years ago
The head lock is the mind lock which begins with mastery of third eye focus. One should practice third eye focus as described in chapter one of the Meditation Pictorial book.
This gives one a grip on the intellectual faculty, so that during meditation and during rise of kundalini, one can better channel any energy in the head as well as energy which seeps into or penetrates forcibly into the head.
Kundalini power and its accessory hormone boost system should be distributed all over the body but the instinct is that it should be conserved in the pubic area for sexual expression. Once you get into the system of raising kundalini, that reservoir of sexual energy will rush into the head but it should be distributed into the head and elsewhere. It is too much for the head alone even though initially in the breath infusion practice, one can only direct it into the head.
If you keep practicing things will improve over time and you will gain a better intuition about this. Don’t get yourself into the habit of wanting instant results. This process takes time. It is not a flash salvation process. Make yourself change so that you do not crave instant results. Otherwise it is best to just find another method which may be instant. This works for people who are patient and who want to work with themselves bit by bit over time.
