Cry Baby Yogi

Meditationtime Forum Post

Date:  Posted 3 years before Jan 10, 2016

MiBeloved 3 years ago

When I sat to meditation this morning it was after a good infusion session with some compacted prana pressed efficiently into the psyche and much apana energy pulled out of it.

The psyche felt like it was a wind-swept ghost town with one bell tower left standing in it, with the bell still ringing even though there was no one to hear it.

After about ten or fifteen minutes (my guess), I heard naad sound like a radio had just decided to turn on because it sensed that a lone traveler had wandered into town. Immediately after that, seconds after without looking for it, or even thinking of it, I found myself in naad light, like the ghost town sensed the presence of a stranger who needed to see what it was all about.

I remained in naad light and put into effect Tibeti’s yogi idea that the psyche needs to feed on satisfaction-energy. I began feeding on naad like just as an infant begins to feed quietly on its mother’s breast. Then there was a flash of the goddess Santoshi Ma:

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Yogis who ran away from material existence have also deprived themselves of motherly affection. Their mistake is that they could not sort between gender and sexuality. One can live without sexual relationship but not without gender variety. And so for those yogis who ran away, Lord Shiva may help them to recover the gender relationships by sending them to Santoshi Ma. With her they become little crying babies in cribs. She picks them up and breast feeds the little rascals.

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After a time in naad light, third eye opened but I was unable to make notes of what happened. So much for reporting today.