Crazed for sex/Crazed for Kundalini
Meditationtime Forum Post
Date: Posted 5 years before Mar 21, 2017
MiBeloved 5 years ago
During exercises this morning there was a negative energy which wanted to stop the session just after it began. I ignored this energy and kept focused on completing the session. The energy remained in my psyche until about 10 minutes before the session concluded. After that it dissipated.
At one point I heard a voice in my head say, “Be sure to complete the session. Do not skip any postures.” That was Rishi Singh Gherwal. About 5 minutes after that I felt the presence of Guruji Yogeshwarananda. He was smiling while he was speaking to some persons, and he gave me a look of encouragement.
At one point during the session the retardative force which was in my psyche kept pressing for me to stop the session. I ignored it but it kept asserting itself. When it applied maximum pressure, I kept practicing mainly because Rishi Singh Gherwal kept expecting me to finish the session by doing some more postures with the rapid breathing. At that point kundalini rose into the throat and invaded the throat chakra.
In the subtle body the throat chakra bloated out and blocked the throat completely in the subtle body. The energy then spread into the head and chest. It felt like twinkles with bliss energy going in all directions in crystal white snow flake configurations. The top chest area of the subtle body bloated out and some of the area in the lower head which is near to the neck bloated out.
This bloating happened because I effectively put on the neck lock and kept the energy in that throat chakra.
This practice session is an example of how a yogi has to battle with negative forces which are in the psyche. It does not matter how these forces get into the psyche, because the yogi has to get rid of them and he or she can only do so by practice. It is irrelevant whom those forces originated from. The main point is to keep on with the practice and do it to the required extent making sure that kundalini rises in a full way during the session. Kundalini itself which was bogged down by the negative force, and which discouraged practice, changes its attitude if one persists in the practice.
Thus to all those students who want to know what to do with negative energy which deters practice, the answer is simple to do the practice and let the practice itself get rid of those energies which have infected the subtle body.
Undoubtedly there is much negative energy in the environment which is designed to stop practice, but a yogi cannot be bothered with that because that negative force will never end. It is omnipresent on this level and thus one should not waste time thinking about it. One should just be committed to completing at least one daily session for raising kundalini. During that session one should push on with the practice on and on until one can raise kundalini.
In this respect modern people in the developed world have set an important example for us in the way they persist for sexual indulgence, where they do everything possible to increase sexual indulgence and where they would even destroy their careers and marriages, to get as many sexual indulgences as possible. We can learn something from their persistence.
As they are crazed for sex, we should be crazed to raise kundalini on a daily basis without fail. They raise kundalini through the genitals using partners of the same or opposite sex, or they masturbate, or they use external sex aid, or pornographic films or aphrodisiacs. They do everything possible to worship at the shrine of the genitals. They indulge in oral sex, genital sex, anal sex and whatever else can be done to expand kundalini’s arousal in a sexual way. So from them we can get some idea of how determined we can be to raise kundalini up the spine and into the head of the subtle body.
