Blue Pearl or Blue Divine Boy
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Date: Posted 3 years before Aug 04, 2016
MiBeloved 3 years ago
Blue Pearl or Blue Divine Boy
Over the years, I insisted on every student to make sure there are notations made about spiritual practice. This means keeping notes about what happens during breath infusion session, and during the meditation which follows that.
There is also an extra requirement which is to make an effort to recall dream/astral experiences and then to make notations of these.
The value of this is that the mind gets into the habit of minutely observing what is taking place on the psychic side. As it is, we are endowed with an extrovert ability which caused humanity to make detailed observation of the process of nature which is outside our individual physical bodies.
That is the natural way. Hence if we want to get information about what happens inside our minds and emotions, we will have to turn inwards to investigate. The mind however is disinclined to that and is wired to use the senses of the body to research what is taking place in the outer physical environment.
To reorient the individual mind to psychic, supernatural and spiritual phenomena, we need to demand of ourselves that we take the most detailed observation about what is happening in the so-called inside of the self.
Even though I have done spiritual practice for over 40 years now in this body, even though I have gained some proficiency in several disciplines, still I continue to take notes on a daily basis. I check my mind after sleep to be sure that I can recap what happened on the astral side or in the dream experiences. I do this on a daily basis.
During breath infusion practice, I make notations mentally and if I feel that there is a chance I will forget something, then I stop for a second, use my pen and jot down a note about the practice.
Except when I am teaching, if you see me practicing, you will see a pen and piece of paper by my mat.
During meditation sessions I have a pen and paper. Sometimes I will come out of a trance state, jot a note down quickly and then resume the absorption. Since usually I practice in the dark, I have a little flash light with my pen and paper.
So why do I go to this extent?
Well for one thing, I would not be writing this if I did not do this notation stuff. It is because I have trained myself to make the notation, that I have an interest to share this.
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Many things happen during breath infusion practice. You might find that hard to believe if your practice is drab and uneventful. But actually many things do happen but it is just that most of the time, the student is so spaced out, so insensitive, that he or she cannot perceive the occurrences.
Sometimes when I read one of my books, I am amazed that I had certain experiences which I forgot. If I had not made the notations I would have deprived not just others but even myself because I forgot those incidences. Some of those events were vital stages in the practice.
I have a series of journals which I hope to put into print for making books. These have many diagrams and when I look at these I cannot recall having those experiences and it is like reading some other’s yogis experiences. This means that many things happen over the course of years of breath infusion and meditation practice and we ignore these events. Subsequently we cheat others and most of all we cheat ourselves.
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This morning during breath infusion practice for the first 15 minutes I was having some really intense compressed energy feelings down in the trunk of the subtle body.
Then the energy jumped up into the neck and penetrated the neck so that the neck felt like compact ice crystals except with bliss aspects of fragmented camphor and mint. Then this energy moved into the upper jaws.
There was also a glow light in the sacral area.
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Recently in the past month, I was seeing Swami Muktananda on the astral side very frequently during breath infusion practice. He explained much about what he was doing when he did kundalini yoga in isolation in his youth. Most of what he said is not in print because he did not leave a record of it.
He did however drop hints here and there in the books which he left behind. A student needs details, not just general sketches, simplifications and over-views.
In his book Play of Consciousness and in a few other places where he wrote something down, he spoke about the blue pearl. If you read about this you will have no idea what he was talking about.
On speaking to him about this, I finally found out that once he saw that this blue pearl was the divine blue boy Krishna. The interesting thing is that in his book you will not get that impression right away. It is as if he had no intention of stating the fact.
To me this is interesting because I never saw any blue pearl, but I did see this boy Krishna for sure. I described that in one or two of my books. Apparently when seen from a great distance, this blue boy seems to be a blue pearl.
Actually that is a nice way of stating it, because indeed Krishna, the spiritual blue colored boy is of a deep blue like a field of flax flowers in bloom and very iridescent and throwing off a bliss force that is too powerful that it would drive a person crazy in ecstasy. Seen from a distance I guess that Krishna would be like that.
When I saw this blue boy Krishna he was close up about 8 feet away and then he began to receded in the distance and then he was so far away he could not be seen but my spiritual body was also manifested to me at that time and the bliss energy in it was so intense that it felt like I was on fire in bliss force.
As this blue boy Krishna receded in the distance, I did not think of him as a blue pearl but it may be that if I had first seen him from a far distance as a light way off, I would have consider him to be a blue pearl.
