Attempting to Heal Father

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Date: Posted 6 years before Nov 14, 2018

Jettins 6 years ago

I was thinking that I could condense my experiences a bit more to make them shorter and easier to read. I would like to read more on what people think regarding my experiences, so I will save some of the thoughts for the follow up.

I decided to use my recliner. I had not used it for over a year. The reason why I stopped using it was because experiences started to become very intense for me, and I became a little afraid of them. Ever since then a lingering intention was to feel ready to start using it again. There was also a little bit of fear of not being as good using it as in the past. It was about a 90% success rate to induce OBEs and Lucid Dreams on every attempt. My intention is not to boast, but to assert confidence which is something I think it’s essential to succeed consistently. To have that knowingness that can be the difference between success and failure. For example like in a soccer match when a good team is playing during unfavorable conditions, bad weather, a strong opposition, yet they still find a way to score because of the mindset of the players.

Experience #638 called “Attempting to heal father” from June 28, 2012. The first few minutes I started relaxing parts of my body. I focused my awareness on the part of the body, and then imagine relaxing and letting go of it. I was trying to induce a type of relaxation that makes my body feel very light and sometimes a brief coolness will pass over me right before entering trance states. My method to induce such sensations is to imagine a falling sensation and to let go of the body on every exhale. When my mind wandered away I brought back to focus on this. It took longer than usual, what I would estimate to be about 45 minutes. Suddenly the sensation of my head expanding and it triggered awareness of my state. I attempted to “stand-up” from the recliner but I could not move. I felt a ghostly right hand for a moment, but that faded back into wakefulness. About 2 minutes later I felt the same sensations. This time I took a few moments to deepen the trance in an attempt to strengthen the connection into the new dimension. I used my ghostly hand to touch the bed and anchor my state of being long enough to exit the body.

In the last solid OBE prior to this experience, I had seen a little boy and a women I did not recognize in my living room. In that particular experience I had ignored them because I had other plans, but this time I was prepared to greet them. In the living room because they know they are not allowed to be in my bedroom. But this is another story. I walked into the living room but there was no one there, except my father laying down appearing to be asleep in a sofa. I remembered the technique I was shown to heal the astral body (experience #612) and then I thought about doing it to my father.

In experience #612 a women showed me how I could use light to heal the Astral Body. She also mentioned that healing 2/3 of the body while in the Astral would “even affect the physical body”. This particular experience is part of the continuation of the “12 noon” scenario of my first post to the forum. I am not interested to know what it means anymore because I am aware of its function. In the future I will know what it means if anything, but as of now I am satisfied because it functions to unfold experiences that I can learn from while in the astral.

I approached my father and attempted to give him a health boast of sorts since he is not sick. I stopped for a moment to look for a light source but did not find any. Thinking about it now, maybe I should get a flash light in physical reality; I could then use it to bring it with me to non-physical states. He suddenly says to me “I can see you”, I stopped my attempt to heal him and we spoke for a moment. I wake up and feel myself back in the recliner. I re-entered and walked again toward the living room. The house looked different but my father was still lying down. I explained to him that some realms have barriers that prevent us from going outside of it. This particular dimension of being didn’t allow me to cross the fence. There was a limit to how high I could fly, and the fence got taller the more I tried.

I woke up felt myself back in the recliner then re-entered. In short a woman took me to see mother and sister, but they did not recognize me. I explain to them my relationship and they looked confused. I met a group of people that seemed to be waiting in building. I saw myself in a mirror and I looked like a black man. One of the men there told me we where in Duron, Pennsylvania. Particular name, I remembered it, I woke up thinking about this name, and looked it up on Google. I found a small town with that name in Pennsylvania.

Dunlo, PA

Sorry to condense things too much near the end, something came up and I must go now, I will add more detail as needed in the follow up.

Alfredo 6 years ago

Jettins:

Thanks.

Condensing the experiences is always a plus and helpful as people usually shun long posts of any sort.

Jettins wrote:

[I would like to read more on what people think regarding my experiences, so I will save some of the thoughts for the follow up.]

Alfredo' comment:

On this, good look, other than MB, there is very little empathy on this site. I am not saying that is bad, it is just the way it is. People keep to themselves and there is quite a bit of suspicion and reservation although apparently one of the original purposes was to share among the junior yogis and others.

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Jettins wrote:

[She also mentioned that healing 2/3 of the body while in the Astral would “even affect the physical body”]

Alfredo' comment:

Wow, I need that boy.

MiBeloved 6 years ago

Jettins,

It wasn't clear if while using the recliner, you transited to the astral level through a blank gap of consciousness or if you did so with an all objective awareness and no blank conscious state.

Jettins 6 years ago

Hello Michael, in today's experience there was a gap in consciousness and I regained it as I felt my head expanding. In the past while using the recliner I would say about half the time there was a gap in consciousness, and the other half no gap. I think it had to do with the state of my physical body prior to the attempt. Today and on the 28th I didn't feel the lightness sensation that I associated when I didn't have gaps in consciousness. Lately I haven't felt it in the bed either.

I used the recliner today again, I had an interesting OBE (gap in consciousness), it reminded me of a recurring dream I had before I got into astral projection and lucid dreaming.

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Alfredo' comment:

Wow, I need that boy.

Jettins reply:

Ok, I have read your post from the 28th Alfredo where you talk about your condition. But finding a version of you that I could attempt this on might not be easy for me, I will be thinking about this one. Maybe Michael could guide on how to approach such feat. Not sure if this is even possible, but why not try it anyway.

MiBeloved 6 years ago

Thanks for the details Jettins!

Reason I asked is because you did not describe any interim transit experience, and I suspected that there was none but I wanted to be sure.

The whole astral projection thing is so fragile, if one makes a wrong move and does not secure full rest before hand and removal of all concerns and anxieties from the mind, there will inevitably be that blank gap.

But if it is not stated, then some reader might run away with the idea that there as none.

Jettins 6 years ago

MiBeloved wrote:

Jettins' reply:

Yes this is very true. Also did feel mild sensations of going deep then quickly out, as if snapping out of the onset of trance, but I kept at it until I scored. I don't even know why I get there so easily really, maybe it has to do with my intentions being valid somehow. It appears I have a pass to it, permission to be walking around in the halls of the high school when school is in session sort of speak. I added something about Alfredo in the last post, you might have missed it because I added it after the post.

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