Many people maintain a “corky” behavior and attitudes their whole live, pretty much in this very same way,

even if less colorful, so their actions may not be as contrasted against the outer environment.

Mostly, people likely are locked in psycho-emotional patterns, almost like a merry-go-round.

But yes, it must feel liberating to respond to the needs of pressure, from all around.

These pressures become so familiar, they are part of the social-self.

They co-create a sense of identity to socially respond to.