On September 4, 2021, A lady appeared. She is currently staying in the hereafter. She lost her physical body some years prior. I knew this lady in 1975 when I resided in Thief River Falls, Minnesota.
I greeted her as usual. I sensed that she was short of energy in the subtle body. Due to the fact that I just finished an afternoon session of breath infusion, my subtle body was infused with fresh astral energy. Some of this flowed into her subtle form which lacked energy.
Mentally she reviewed the circumstances of our meeting so many years ago. To her the highlight was that I was seductive with her. This is her description of the experience. She said this,
“You were very attractive to me. I mean your eyes were very appealing. I was so attracted when I first met you that I did not know what to do. I felt as if I could leave aside my life, everything, just to be with you. I guess that is something that some humans endure during their youthful years. Is it just a development of nature or is there some deeper?”
After this she paused to allow me to speak but I said nothing. I was afraid that her mood would turn to the worse if I give my part of the experience. I did recall meeting this lady but I only recalled having an interest in her. But undoubtedly there was this magnetic pull between us. From my perspective it was an interest on my part. It was not romantic initially.
The problem for an inSelf yogi is that these relationships happen by chance. None of this is contrived in the true sense. It is rolled out by nature and forms as one’s destiny. This includes the repercussions. You can just imagine, that now years after, I face this challenge of someone identifying me as having a relationship with a conjugal face to it. What should I do?
Exposure in any environment is costly, if now at the moment, then in the future, now, then hereafter or in a future life.